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I've been in Germany last week... to bring a friend back home in Heidelberg, i felt like going back home right away then.... because it's far from my home in the south of France but.. i just couldn't.... i had a little "détour"..... in Düsseldorf;  looking for an answer to that dream i had few days earlier( yeah, i know, long story... )  god must have been on my side this time for i saw the...girl (yes i know thank you) ....the one i just couldn't stop thinking about... just few steps away from me...what were the odds for me to cross her way in such a foreign city to me.... sometimes now, i want to think that i made a mistake, that it only happened in another silly dream of mine, that she wasn't...really there...but the thing is she stood there... and smiled, not to me of course but...and her hands...passing in her hairs... her hairs, and the warm fading wind passing trough her hands...anyway, i just stood there, like warmly freezed by the magic grace of her presence, like everything going slower around her , and my blue eyes slow like a summer sky watching over her... i want to remember that moment...forever ( herz: ) ....by the time i put myself together, she was on her way... away... and i said nothing... i just got my hands in my Levi's back pockets, got my head up and..i took the biggest breath ever...then i got back to my car, where the MP3 Player was still rolling on and singing that lovely french song called " La Javanaise "...de Serge Gainsbourg... later, on the road back home, a smoke hanging on my lips and her lips hanging on my thoughts, i understood that i just couldn't get in her life like that, you know like, "-hey Sunshine! , is that the mark of the sun on your goldy lips or is it just my eyes on the path of heaven? (my private own line!, quote me! lol)" .. no way, she would certainly have thought i'm crazy or something..even when the night comes now, as millions of stars were borned and died, i just can't help myself thinking that i should have say something, maybe get closer... i don't know... silly me, silly romantic frenchy boy.... but... reality, yes reality, bread before roses... real before magic... right............. right............



Nota Bene:

I have to admit i have posted a lot of stuff in my gallery lately, it's just that i had plenty of time this summer... i wish i could give back the attention you have for me, to all of you, my fellow deviants... Merci beaucoup!! :) .....



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In Closing
The last song i fell in love on.... and with. :)

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Kk^^!!! It took me like forever to acheive this "Ultra Compact CSS" myself,THAT I JUST CAN'T CENTER :( !! (Please help me!! ) My second one, no help!... oh, well, ok :D , i tried to make my own from a base of a layout called "Postcard from Heaven" that you can find on vaniergt89 pages ;) .....i still have to ask cashboxx to let me keep this layout on....and i don't know if she will allow me to....but i hope so, for she's kinda' special to me and always 'been nice before, with my...."borrowings"......;p <3333......(herz: )

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Yes!!! :D, I'm suscribed again!!!! Thanks a bunch to my Brother here and on the other side of the world,  i named the Great " Peter "!!! :iconpetercui:   , thanks again For this 3 monthy Sub Brother :manhug::manhug::manhug: GO GIVE HIM LIKE 1 000 000 000 :hug:s and :+fav:s !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :heart: ;)

( Cleaning some soxs right now , lol ) , i can be chillin'every day now, for i'm in holidays at home until late september and that new job in a lovely library downtown, and some exams too at the university in September 3rd, for now i am learning fast and a lot about photograpy, finishing this french Poetry book i am writing also, let's hope i will find someone to publish it then, and of course, anytime i get a chance, i update my dA Journal and try to post some stuff i can share you guys..and ladies :)



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In Closing
Some Songs i'm listening to right now:

:bulletgreen:-Amerie, Take Control: </u>    www.box.net/shared/xzh6b8rw4c&…;
:bulletgreen:-Skunk Anansie, Just because you feel good:</u>      www.box.net/shared/1b1usr6f4w&…;</u>
:bulletgreen:-Skunk Anansie, Secretly:</u>   www.box.net/shared/dcrs72dgk8&…;</u>
:bulletgreen:-Skunk Anansie, You follow me down: </u> www.box.net/shared/4mkromtws0&…; </u>
:bulletgreen:-Skunk Anansie, Brazen,Weep: </u>   www.box.net/shared/tvhzxcqsgo&…; </u>
:bulletgreen:-The Four Non-Blondes, What's up?:                 www.box.net/shared/wvpmusgg80&…;
:bulletgreen:-Savage Garden, Truely, Madly, Deeply :      www.box.net/shared/4dj3wkwg8c&…;



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I'm suscribed again!!!! Thank Again to my Brother here and on the other side of the world,  i named the Great " Peter "!!! :iconpetercui:   , thanks again For this 3 monthy Sub Brother :manhug::manhug::manhug: GO GIVE HIM LIKE 1 000 000 000 :hug:s and :+fav:s !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :heart: ;)

i  am chillin' every days now, i'm in holidays at home until late september and my new job in that library downtown, last exams too at university in September 3rd, for now iam learning fast and a lot about photograpy, finishing this french Poetry book i am writing also, let's hope i will find someone to publish it then, and anytime i get a chance, i update my dA Journal an dpost some stuff i can share you guys..and ladies :)

Some Songs i'm listening to right now:

:bulletgreen:-Amerie, Take Control: </u>    www.box.net/shared/xzh6b8rw4c&…;
:bulletgreen:-Skunk Anansie, Just because you feel good:</u>      www.box.net/shared/1b1usr6f4w&…;</u>
:bulletgreen:-Skunk Anansie, Secretly:</u>   www.box.net/shared/dcrs72dgk8&…;</u>
:bulletgreen:-Skunk Anansie, You follow me down: </u> www.box.net/shared/4mkromtws0&…; </u>
:bulletgreen:-Skunk Anansie, Brazen,Weep: </u>   www.box.net/shared/tvhzxcqsgo&…; </u>
:bulletgreen:-The Four Non-Blondes, What's up?:                 www.box.net/shared/wvpmusgg80&…;
:bulletgreen:-Savage Garden, Truely, Madly, Deeply :      www.box.net/shared/4dj3wkwg8c&…;

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Chess and Matt

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3.15 am.I just get down the stairs of Kate's room, and everything gets darker as i go further in the light of the kitchen; crazy photoshooting again the evening before, seems like the" instant karma shooter" has just become a toy to start the fire now (even if some shots are pretty intersting...). i grab a glass, still there is a visible trace of lipstick on it, not even Kate's one but i do not care so much now, so i get the Chiva's bottle and sit for a while; i have another shooting this morning, like a preview for the wedding of two complete unknowns but i gave my word during a last family party so, whatever. As my throat's getting warmer i'm slowly passing the glass on my forehead, from the left to the right and that until...yes, 3.45...when my eyes gets a little bit more "open" to that thing they call "the world around" i start to look here and there for i've never seen nothing but Kate's bedroom in that house, damn it, 6 years, lol; well, in the end i barely see a shadow from the room in front; i'm so broken that i grab her Nikon and wanna shoot that form (silly i know, but pretty drown in Liquors and Angel D. too) and i realize it's Matteo, Caterina's little brother, he's like 6 years old (i guess, lol); he is standing there, i mean, sat at the living room table, with a chess plate in front of him, and there, i recall the boy has...Autism...yeah people, i know...i put down the cam, and without a clue of what he is doing and even less of what i am doing, i just sit in front of him... and so i kinda decide i gotta try myself to build what no one has been able to "establish" with Matt....A communicating minute, a real contact with him, for he's always looking up or on the side, like if he was stuck on a rainbow equation that no one could solve but him or something, never the less, i'm out of my mind enough at 4 am to try out....i quickly understand that to talk is not the right way to go, so, guess what, i try to move a pon on the plate (after a quater of hour to wait and think of him and the luck i have to not be "touched" by Autism)and wOow! Mircale, he makes his move too, it was truely like a miracle to me for i've waited like one hour, no kidding, before Matt moved his pon; and no one was there to see it, i knew never no one would beleive me, but we talked in a way!, so i make another move on the plate, and he replies, now, i just don't want anyone to come for i'm doing something very disturbing to me, and very intense for him, i can feel that. i try to beat him, but i realize that, frist, i won't (damn! he's a hell of a genius that's for sure and i'm a confirmed chess player so can say from his choices and his speed of light to think) second, that it may close that window i opened in his mind, and maybe for ever; so i decide to propose him, a tie....it takes like three more hours, 8 am and 20 smokes later, i hear steps in the back, it must be Kate's, but, i don't know, i'm too much occupied to move as fast as i can to keep up and that boy is not even looking at the plate most of the time he's lookin'at the f**kin cellin!, whatever, we're one move left from him to get to that tie, but he finds a way out i didn't predict and so i have to start all over again, it's like he knows what i want but he also knows the way to get away from it everytime, so i know we interact, for sure, whitout a word, that's right, but we do interact!, anyway, Kate's enters the room when i make that "tie last move", and she goes like, what the f**ck you doin!, hairs messin' and cold smoke in her mouth, she was so pale in the light i remember, just like a ghost and i just go like shhhtt!, then it's like that silence before a storm, i'm just waiting for Matt's next move, will he stay there stuck like a momie?, will he shout like i heard before?, will he just leave me like a sh*t at the table?.....as he's looking to the right, and a little above, i wait, i try to catch his eyes, to get a bit more in front....but no, nothing....and then, when i stop lookin' at him, his face turn to the left, and in this "endless black&white movie travelling" i swear it God, his eyes looked at me with a certain smile, like he enjoyed our game!!!! it was just awesome, i felt like a little god i was jumping all over the place like a monkey ( a monkey god so? lol ) , Caterina was like :faint: open mouth but still her cigarette stuck on her low lip, it was like, it was like...i don't know! lol i.......i couldn't say,truely....i plan now to pass more time with the boy, he's getting so interesting, and i think i can nicely bring him to ineract with us, with his folks, through chess at first time, but i can try with other activities, thing that no one has seems to earn from him, when i did...i think he liked my funny way to play,the fact that he was sure to beat me and then, no, but i didn't beat him so he was not "pissed off" neither , and that was a part of my goal too, for i played to entertain him and of course, at the same time, to catch his breath on my moves hoping that he would let me "visit" his mind, and his smile prove me i was kinda, accepted, at least i was here, in his world, i exist now! it's a very powerful feeling, i wish i could bring other people with me through that first opened window and so Kate would be the first, for sure, she loves him so much, even more than herself, that is, itself, another miracle lol....... and, yes, i know DA is about ART and not a blog, and that, what i did, is not art of course but...........i needed to share, hope you dont mind so much...=)

Blake.:butterflytwo:



                                                          :bulletred:Music:

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:butterflytwo: She's my man, Scissor Sisters.     www.box.net/shared/x797htbk0o&…;
:butterflytwo: I don't feel like dancing, Scissor Ssiters.      www.box.net/shared/6esbrmxkc4&…;


:bulletred:.....and Downs:

:butterflytwo: U-Turn (Lily), Aaron. www.box.net/shared/9dqzvgz0o0&…;:butterflytwo:
:butterflytwo: Tell Me, Cocoon. www.box.net/shared/2r6adc65cg&…;:butterflytwo:




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A word with you





Dark Waters.

There 's a river going down my street
Following a path where belong boys like me
Along a dark and dusty gutter lies our beat
And all the lightings gone are meant for us to be

Gone our Love, and swept the kindness of your time
When we trade our souls for nothing but a single dime
Heads of girls and tails of rimes, we sweat our own money
As we chained our duty to blond ghosts.... so called honey

Floating from beds to beds without feeling any desire
And burning from girls to girls without tasting the fire
We are half-lifed beasts, bleeding a one damn last alarm

Crying the sight of a sinful age for all the last Romantics
Wasting bodies and minds, when we never mean no arm
Forever lost and still standing of that foolish name...Fantastics.

                                                                                         Blake Summers.


J.

There is no blossom as J.'s smiles;
Starting in the silent kiss of our night
When the Moon is high and i the simple knight
And nothing but the leaves outside, to play the miles....

By the morning of her hands are blessed my kisses
And so dies, by the shape of her neck, peices by peices
Like little diamonds the breathing of a thousand souvenir
As she calls me back from her, and then, pulls me near...

Surely, i won't hold that love for longer than a breathing
Or keep that cold feeling, embrassing my sliding, fading soul
i' ll just stand for that selfish smile, when she has to warmly fall
Alone, someplace full of graces and pleasure she won't let me in....


A moment upon the Moon itself can't shine, for only does the Extasy
That blows out of her eyes, keeping at the door that lonely heart of mine
Alone, she will smile again, and that always kills me to see her easy
when being her only source of joy, i just remain, here, as a toy...on the line.


                                                                                                Blake Summers.

J2.
Awaken.

Should it be fair for the moon to die
In Aphrodite's dreams full of grace and gold
When i fall For J's love or should i say a lie
Every beat of my heart turns out blue for cold

One single tear,and J's curves boilin'on my chest
I just don't wanna recall anymore the taste of that rain...
But the trembling game of warm legs in a furious quest
And the vanishing of that us easing the killing pain

Embrasses made of blinds and i,one nice aliby in her sight
I can't beleive i stayed so long for a lying hidden breath
When she don't belong to me and never cared if i'm right

I'll let go with every emotion...every trace of a conscient death
So far the time when i cared of gifts, and pure tenderness
so far,i,now, will only burn of an infinite rage of...emptyness.


                                                                                               Blake Summers.




And death shall have no dominion.
Dead men naked they shall be one
With the man in the wind and the west moon;
When their bones are picked clean and the clean bones gone,
They shall have stars at elbow and foot;
Though they go mad they shall be sane,
Though they sink through the sea they shall rise again;
Though lovers be lost love shall not;
And death shall have no dominion.

And death shall have no dominion.
Under the windings of the sea
They lying long shall not die windily;
Twisting on racks when sinews give way,
Strapped to a wheel, yet they shall not break;
Faith in their hands shall snap in two,
And the unicorn evils run them through;
Split all ends up they shan't crack;
And death shall have no dominion.

And death shall have no dominion.
No more may gulls cry at their ears
Or waves break loud on the seashores;
Where blew a flower may a flower no more
Lift its head to the blows of the rain;
Though they be mad and dead as nails,
Heads of the characters hammer through daisies;
Break in the sun till the sun breaks down,
And death shall have no dominion.

                                                        Dylan Thomas.






:bulletgreen: You will be a Man my son :bulletgreen:

If you can see destroyed the work of your life

And, without saying only one word to give you has to batir

Or to lose of only one blow the profit of one hundred parts

Without a gesture and a sigh.

If you can be lover without being insane of love,

If you can be strong without ceasing being tender,

and, feeling you hai, without hair in your turn,

However to fight and defend you.

If you can support to hear your words

Disguised by the gueux ones to excite the stupid ones,

And to intend to lie on you their insane mouths

Without lying yourself of a word.

If you can remain worthy while being popular,

If you can remain people by advising the kings

And if you can love all your friends as brothers

Without none them being very for you.

If you can meditate, observe and know,

Without never becoming skeptic or destroying,

To dream, without letting your dream be your maitre

To think, without being only one thinker.

If you can be hard without never being in rage,

If you can be brave and never imprudent,

If you can be good, if you can be wise,

Without to be moral nor pedant.

If you can meet triumph after defeat

And to receive these two liars of a same face.

If you can preserve your courage and your head,

When all the others lose it.

Then, kings, gods, the chance and victory

Will be forever your subjected slaves,

And, which is better than the kings and glory,

You will be a man, my son.

Rudyard Kipling (1865-1936)





:bulletgreen: -drop dead you...-



Bright, bright full moon
Shall the hour come so end your reigns
For this spell trough my gloomy veins
Turns your lights in a vain too soon

But be not this mistress of hell i call
For this priviledge to my love be left
As all ends in a perfect fall
Where death's hand can be right or left

And darkness fails to be loud at dawn
But my soul keeps her favorite throne
Come so fate now time has come
Kill my world and let's get home

Breath calm breath....
Last witness of my bliss
I go now i die no peace
For left to come the devil kiss....

                                                           Blake Summers.








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Goodbye Alice in wonderland

:bulletgreen: - soooooo , it makes now five days i'm in that hotel room #44 i decided to rent for the entire month of March now :D , i intend to stay alone so i can study really good without the everyday life distractions, i still have my guitare and other stuff with me   hemingway81.deviantart.com/art… , but i try to keep focus on books and others "exposés", hours sliding, and this micro world seem out of reality now....that loneliness start to eat me somehow, i  don't sleep for i'm alone, i lose sense of space and time, all these different people speakin so many different languages , because yes, i make a walk sometimes trough the hotel , hands in my poket, open shirt ( and boxer once i had drink red wine :D , hopefully it was at night and i was smoking on the roof, i didn't even felt the coldness, but inside me =) ), and it feels , with the time, like being lost in a non-established world where it seems i am the only one  to never move,or slower than everyone else, yes, i'm like Alice in Wonderland  , a bit lost, alone and i can't get out of this because , like Alice, somehow, i don't wanna leave there neither, and god knows there is a lot of wonderings inside me right now =)    

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And death shall have no dominion.
Dead men naked they shall be one
With the man in the wind and the west moon;
When their bones are picked clean and the clean bones gone,
They shall have stars at elbow and foot;
Though they go mad they shall be sane,
Though they sink through the sea they shall rise again;
Though lovers be lost love shall not;
And death shall have no dominion.

And death shall have no dominion.
Under the windings of the sea
They lying long shall not die windily;
Twisting on racks when sinews give way,
Strapped to a wheel, yet they shall not break;
Faith in their hands shall snap in two,
And the unicorn evils run them through;
Split all ends up they shan't crack;
And death shall have no dominion.

And death shall have no dominion.
No more may gulls cry at their ears
Or waves break loud on the seashores;
Where blew a flower may a flower no more
Lift its head to the blows of the rain;
Though they be mad and dead as nails,
Heads of the characters hammer through daisies;
Break in the sun till the sun breaks down,
And death shall have no dominion.

                                                        Dylan Thomas.






:bulletgreen: You will be a Man my son :bulletgreen:

If you can see destroyed the work of your life

And, without saying only one word to give you has to batir

Or to lose of only one blow the profit of one hundred parts

Without a gesture and a sigh.

If you can be lover without being insane of love,

If you can be strong without ceasing being tender,

and, feeling you hai, without hair in your turn,

However to fight and defend you.

If you can support to hear your words

Disguised by the gueux ones to excite the stupid ones,

And to intend to lie on you their insane mouths

Without lying yourself of a word.

If you can remain worthy while being popular,

If you can remain people by advising the kings

And if you can love all your friends as brothers

Without none them being very for you.

If you can meditate, observe and know,

Without never becoming skeptic or destroying,

To dream, without letting your dream be your maitre

To think, without being only one thinker.

If you can be hard without never being in rage,

If you can be brave and never imprudent,

If you can be good, if you can be wise,

Without to be moral nor pedant.

If you can meet triumph after defeat

And to receive these two liars of a same face.

If you can preserve your courage and your head,

When all the others lose it.

Then, kings, gods, the chance and victory

Will be forever your subjected slaves,

And, which is better than the kings and glory,

You will be a man, my son.

Rudyard Kipling (1865-1936)





:bulletgreen: -drop dead you...-



Bright, bright full moon
Shall the hour come so end your reigns
For this spell trough my gloomy veins
Turns your lights in a vain too soon

But be not this mistress of hell i call
For this priviledge to my love be left
As all ends in a perfect fall
Where death's hand can be right or left

And darkness fails to be loud at dawn
But my soul keeps her favorite throne
Come so fate now time has come
Kill my world and let's get home

Breath calm breath....
Last witness of my bliss
I go now i die no peace
For left to come the devil kiss....

                                                           Blake Summers.








:butterflytwo::bulletgreen:My Favorite song ever :bulletgreen::butterflytwo:

:butterflytwo: www.box.net/shared/09b7yma0ka :butterflytwo:: Chris Isaak, Wicked Games.


:bulletgreen: These days also...and alot :bulletgreen:
:butterflytwo: www.box.net/shared/43x1t4sq8g :butterflytwo:: The Foo Figthers, No Way Back.
:butterflytwo: www.box.net/shared/8o8nv06xns :butterflytwo:: The Foo Figthers, The Pretender.
:butterflytwo: www.box.net/shared/z0b9ohne0i :butterflytwo:: The Foo Fighters, Best Of You.
:butterflytwo: www.box.net/shared/9p2lynun7r :butterflytwo:: The Foo Fighters, Long Road To Ruin.
:butterflytwo: www.box.net/shared/obzcma3txd :butterflytwo:: The Foo Fighters, All My Life.
:butterflytwo: www.box.net/shared/n3bq514xsl :butterflytwo:: The Foo Fighters, What if I Do.


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